[Verse 1]
I told my teacher, I'm the greatest she ain’t ever heard
Scratching lyrics in my notes, tryna find the word
While all my friends smoking weed, I was burning nerve
Had the boy in a blaze, I would spit a verse
Got em screaming in the club, what's it really worth?
Like a thousand in this space, is this really earth?
Alienated in my mind, til I work the verbs
Hibernating all inside, thinking up the merch
Flowers on the brand, flowers on the linen
They don't understand, but my team is winning
Got another plate, I was living in the kitchen
Ribs and some chicken, I was counting all my fixings
Ride the beat like a Schwinn, then I sell a bit
BMX-ing on the flow, for the hell of it
I hear the rapper jacking flows, they ain’t relevant
I'm in that room, I keep it large like a elephant

[Hook]
I was feeling numb, now I feel alive
On this borrowed time, I might take a drive
Ride out in the Summer, never stay inside
Seasons gonna change, but it's all in stride
(I was feeling numb, now I feel alive
On this borrowed time, I might take a drive
Ride out in the Summer, never stay inside
Seasons gonna change, but it's all in stride)

[Verse 2]
I almost took a life, almost took my very own
No longer scared, had to face this on the road
It's been depression ever since I left that home
I kept it deep but all the problems had to show
These days, put some flowers in your vase
Got my sister in the country, out here burning up the sage
And my brother finally home, so I'll finally get some days
S-A-D just went away, now I'm soaking up the rays
Where do I belong, probably on the beach
Get a place off the coast, where I feel the breeze
End this album where it started, just to feel complete
If I end it with my hardest, they could not compete
Got a ring in this box when I make it there
And some plans in the works, I ain't saying where
Got some hearts on a watch tryna start a scare
All these feelings in the air, do I even dare?
[Hook]
I was feeling numb, now I feel alive
On this borrowed time, I might take a drive
Ride out in the Summer, never stay inside
Seasons gonna change, but it’s all in stride
(I was feeling numb, now I feel alive
On this borrowed time, I might take a drive
Ride out in the Summer, never stay inside
Seasons gonna change, but it’s all in stride)