[Intro]
Are you here?
Yeah, I'ma just get right into it
Walkin' in the middle of deep waves I reached out
I was never swayed by head raps and freestyles
It's a slick wave the internet got us speakin' 'bout
Lemme talk

[Verse]
Can't hold back (Can't hold back)
I feel like I'm never needed I can't hold that
Feel like I'm tolerated I feel like they hate it but shake my hand they violating
I don't know where l stand in the midst of the crowd waiting
For another rapper to pop out wit' high ratings
I want high ratings but only for the people not my latest
Drop me in the jungle I'ma come back high maintenance
I lead her to the water she just got back hydrated
Taught plays, had to learn to fish 'fore I caught waves
Crazy I had the fade when I caught fades
Never needed nothing but my momma and God grace
Now I need that wit a mill' in a locked safe
Tell how it feel when the streams don't bounce back
Say they love the song but the bank can't count that
When you eating Ramen but ya taste buds outback
Stealing my style I think my phone and the house tapped
I been hustling, on my phone, I been late night struggling
On my own, I did nothing but lean on him
12th grade, went to prom wit' the lean on us
I never thought in my future that they would lean on me
I think back to past he put the beam on me
For a jacket and I still don't keep the thing on me, yeah
But I still get to dream homie
Listen, it's jiggas hating to see me win (Win)
Waiting to see you end (End)
Placing the money all on my head
Then bet again
I ain't going out like that I'ma slick wave (Like that)
You could bet that house on that I got the rent saved (On that)
Moved to the 'burbs to get a handle He in control
Remember when shorty said I'm her man I played the zone
It transformed into a blessing I took her to church
Not to the building, we chopped it up and I took her to work
Feel like I'm serving 'em what they need not they want
The furthest from perfect I'm nervous and hurting I'm pulling the curtains back
Everybody got choppa in her Birkin bag
Everybody get money but where ya purpose at
Not true, I just had his book and some house shoes (Not true)
Now I gotta plasma and house rules
Angels is laying on me I came from a drought too
I see it different and this the manual on how to
I can't hold back, yeah (I can't hold back)
[Outro]
45 on my hip dawg, I can't hold back, yeah (I can't hold back)
We still alive to the clip drop I can't hold back (I can't hold back)
Huh yeah
45 on my hip dawg, I can't hold back, yeah (I can't hold back)
We still alive to the clip drop, I can't hold back