Patty how you doing right now
The world just wasn't meant for this child
The sequences the disbelief
Unprepared I was indeed
Tell me you're okay right now
Can someone save the day right now
I guess ima have to do it
The consequence is I became the villain
You don't wana live your life for someone
Soon the anger show itself like thunder

Balancing my problems oh
Nightmare kaleidoscope
Where did all my nights go
Where did all my nights go

[Chorus]
I have become what I had to be
You can take shots, bullets bounce off me
You're surprised I can't be controlled now
You shoulda known how
You shoulda known how

I have become what I had to be
You can take shots, bullets bounce off me
You're surprised I can't be controlled now
You shoulda known how
You shoulda known how

She told me the words straight slaying her
I reside in Pennsylvania
Where my Midas touch break keys in bunch
As I hang with the rowdiest punks
You can't handle our fun
People want the product quick
Every 16 lay bricks
Tryna hit pay day quick
Never crashed, never mayday shit
Everybody know that he made that shit
I can take your mind on the darkest trip
I can see you tangled in vines you slipped
I can see behind all the lies you ain't shit
I can see flies in the fire burn quick
I done seen the water turn black
What wine will he make out of that
When they can't even pay for a track
That a nobody made outta scraps
Fuck that shit

[Chorus]
I have become what I had to be
You can take shots, bullets bounce off me
You're surprised I can't be controlled now
You shoulda known how

Where did all my nights go?
Where did all my nights go?
Where did all my nights go?
Where did all my nights go?

[Verse 2]
In the studio now
Cigarettes scent so loud
Picking my brain
Slaving away for chains
Tryna get whips and rings
I got ya name in my heith ledger
Hedonist roam the earth seek pleasure
Feet up on this beat I rap better
You can get schooled if you act clever
Flow carry tools you get whacked fella
I'm tryna get me my own bella
Her daddy be angry she like n***as
My pipe bigger

Man it wasn't always like this
I didn't want it like this
Life or death
In this life ain't not time rest
Only when Ol lady debtless
And my lil brother getting anything he want
If anybody fuck with him, man this ain't what you want
Nah nah calm down
Take a second
Ima have ‘em bullies wishing that they respected
I'm have my ex missing me and regretting
Know a couple n***as pissed but I’ll never mention
I just feel like shit is working in my favour
Ima about to rake gold in for my labour

The chosen one
The one who wins
Amongst the ones who try scheme
My armour pierce but what's a war without a wound, I am a king

[Chorus]
I have become what I had to be
You can take shots, bullets bounce off me
You're surprised I can't be controlled now
You shoulda known how

Where did all my nights go?
Where did all my nights go?
Where did all my nights go?
Where did all my nights go?

I have become what I had to be
You can take shots, bullets bounce off me
You're surprised I can't be controlled now