[Verse 1]
I opened up my windows to
Let the winter pass through my curtains
Just a little bit faster
I’m hoping my fair weathered friends can feel
The same kind of cold
Coping with
Their own
Own emotions

[Pre-Chorus]
Don’t feel bad for me
I swear I’m getting better
I just need a moment
Lying on the bathroom floor
Coughing up the taste of rye leftover from the night before
From the nights we walked back home

[Chorus 1]
Don’t feel bad for me
I swear i’m getting better
(I’ll keep you in the back of my mind)
(Roll it back to my favorite scenе)
Don’t feel bad for me
I swear I’m getting bеtter
(I’ll keep you in the back of my mind)
[Verse 2]
How many miles till I get back to my apartment
How many boys will hold me in their darkness
How many fucks do I need to give to not seem harmless
How many times are you gonna tell me it’s okay to not be okay
(Maybe I don’t wanna be okay right now)

[Verse 3]
Sincerity’s become my friend
It came with new December’s snow
And all my friends are telling me
I’m missing out on all the fun
Seems so fun to recognize
To lose control means lose your morals
Morality is on the line
When there’s someone saying no
Screaming out and petrified
Till the dawn reveals it all
All I need is you to hold me
Not this unfamiliar mold
Mom and dad are looking for
Their daughter who would smile more
I’ll give you more when I can give myself the care that I’ve ignored

[Chorus 2]
Don’t feel bad for me
I swear I’m getting better
Don’t feel bad for me
Don’t feel bad for me
I swear I’m getting better
Don’t feel bad for me
I swear I’m getting better
Don’t feel bad for me
Don’t feel bad for me
I swear I’m getting better
[Outro]
Don’t feel bad for me
I swear I’m getting better
I just need a moment to breathe
But I swear I’m getting better