[Verse 1]
I don't even know what's worse
When you know you hurt someone
Or when you hurt someone and you don't even know they hurt
Or when you when you leave a person in search of someone perfect
But then you realize they're more perfect than you hope they were
I know I might be broken til I fix all my mistakes
Sometimes I have a dream so great that I get pissed when I awake like damn
I know I gotta change my ways and change the way I am
But every day has been a day since Texas A and M, like
Auden's got a daughter now
She almost walking now
It feels like yesterday he was headed to see the ultrasound
I wish within the midst of the moments I'll eventually miss
That I could know somehow and smile like I'm supposed to smile

[Interlude]
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[Verse 2]
Yeah
And I'm just sitting waiting patient till the day we win
When all the fakes and all the haters try to make amends
They use to look me in my face like I'm an alien
But they just couldn't never comprehend the mental space I'm in
I should've known, these n***as wouldn't want to put me on
When I got great at what everybody's just good at doin'
I think my heart cold, at least the pussy warm
I hope my pops know, that I'm still pushing for him
Keep sleep and over sleep, I speak until I overheat
Ain't no plain B, I plan to be who I'm supposed to be, yeah
And who these n***as are supposably
Just want to feel important when I'm pouring out more poetry
I'm so tired, of new people telling old lies
And not appreciating time until it goes by
I look up, there's clouds covering the whole sky
Just tryna make my Momma proud before we both die