[Verse 1]
As I fill these pages
I feel compelled to tell the world you rehabilitated
Dawg, you really made it?
I watched you change all your ways and all your affiliations
No drugs to take to escape, but you say you feel amazing
And I admire that 'cause I just copped a fire pack
The only thing I know to bring them lyrics that inspire back
I missed them songs where n***as rap the entire track
I miss my dawgs ridin’ 'Lacs 'til the tires flat
Laughing should be natural, I’m tired of always tryin' to laugh
And tired of being tired, my eyes packin' designer bags
But if you ask if I'm alright, I'll say I'm gucci
I done slept too many nights inside a hoopty
To be trippin' 'cause I think I should be as big as Lil Uzi
Got so high yesterday, today I’m still woozy
Hope I don’t end up alone from being too choosy
But I don't want nobody else to know me like you knew me

[Refrain]
And it’s hard to get readjusted when who you needed to trust it
Treat all your feelings like, "Fuck it," and throw 'em into the dirt
My heart on the sleeve of my shirt, so I know you see that I'm hurt
But I always get cut the deepest by people I need the worst
So whoever's gotten close is who I be watching the most
I just wan’ go ghost on a private flight to the coast
To a place where nobody knows, thanks for waiting on my growth
[Verse 2]
And I'm starting to get along with the man I face in the mirror
And I just tripled my whole fanbase in a year
I need a key to my city, a handshake with the mayor
I was just at IHOP serving pancakes to my peers
It's crazy how shit changes
They all said young Calen couldn't get famous
But last night I hit the stage and a bitch fainted
And pulled off in a whip that I just painted
I think I made it, mama
When it's showtime, I'm the Lakers in the '80s, mama
Prayin' I don't turn my lastest lady to a baby mama
'Cause she ungrateful when I spend all of my paper on her
Someone tell Zendaya that I'm waiting on her
I need something more euphoric
Something that make me forget everything I've known before it
I'm tired of lookin' back, from here on out, it's only forward, yeah
Before I go away, I'll go to war, yeah

[Refrain]
And it's hard to be reunited when someone you once confided
Takes what you told 'em in private and starts to use it against you
I wipe my tears with a tissue, it's hard for me to continue
But I always feel most outed by the people I'm most into
So whoever's gotten close is who I be watching the most
I just wan' go ghost on a private flight to the coast
To a place where nobody knows, thanks for waiting on my growth