Another day another person leaves before I say goodbye
Some days I feel alive and some I sit around and wait to die
Sipping getting lifted 'til I'm twisted like a cable tie
You say it's addiction, this my way of getting stabilized
Faded from the haters my problems were all created by
The moment you can't do 'em a favor is when they vaporize
That's why I be solo and my faith is all I stay beside
And way before a quarantine I been the type to stay inside
It's major vibes of a n***a that's struggling to find himself
Afraid they all gon' notice when I buckle like designer belts
Conversations with my momma and the marijuana help
But nothing take the pain away I just know how to hide it well
I'm riding well over the limit but I say "Fuck the law"
Felt the same way when that officer broke my brother jaw
Riding with that type of stick that doesn't have a clutch involved
Before they lock me up I'll load it up and let a dozen off
I'm bleeding for my freedom I can't even leave it up to y'all
Never felt a low blow, I'm easily above it all
And I just let the phone keep ringing when the struggle call
Cause I can't let another motherfucker in my budget dawg
And ever since I rode 'round hoopty
Friend ain't a term that I would throw around loosely
Very few people I would hold down truly
Everybody ghost, now my whole town spooky
Fuck...
It's been a minute since I've spoken this clear
I easily have cried over an ocean of tears
When I think about the fact the you supposed to be here
And how this supposed to be both our careers
It's crazy...how much changed for us over the years
Every time I do a show I still hope you appear
Right in the back of the crowd
Not even rapping aloud
Just cracking a half a smile to let me know that you care
One thing that I know that I got right about life
Is everything must come to an end
And betrayal by a lover is a hurt that's like no other
But it's worse to be deserted by a friend
'Cause I done lost a lot of hoes
And I done lost a lot of homies
I be swapping out the hoes
But ain't forgot about the homies
You my dawg then you my dawg
If you a thottie, you ain't know me
When I can't link with the squad it's when it's obvious I'm lonely
Got nobody sitting shotty
I been riding by my doley
I been scheming for that cream and blocking demons like a goalie
She like photos
She like shopping
Shorty think that she Adobe
I like smoking while I'm popping every bean my n***a throw me
But I'm focused 'cause I'm not gon' still be dreaming when I'm forty
I know I'ma reach the top before I see my n***a Kobe
Lately I've been warming up but that don't mean I'm getting cozy
If you ever heard me speak it then I freed it or I wrote it n***a