I seem to find myself drowned deep in a mix of brown bottle depressants and spirits stimulus. So I kiss my porcelain girlfriend as the rooms spins around me and this cold floor is my heaven since indulgence has found me
This is why you had to leave and avoid watching me kill me. On the wrong end of a double barrel drinkmare. Who would wanna be with me?

Fueling all my biggest mistakes. One by one they pull me six feet underground. The consequence remains the same. Destroyed by my waste the ones I love have skipped out of town. When will I learn theres no victor in this bout? Yeah, since the day I let you in I kicked myself out

Poison, I feel your poison. A rage within me. My mind without me

Now that hindsight is catching up to me experience takes the helm to clarity and although I can’t revive what has died within the grip of my insanity
My bags are packed. See you never

Fueling all my biggest mistakes. One by one they pull me six feet underground. The consequence remains the same. Destroyed by my waste the ones I love have skipped out of town. When will I learn theres no victor in this bout. Yeah, since the day I let you in I kicked myself out