(Intro)
Yeah
I'm a-
Whole different
Whole different

(Chorus)
I'm a whole different, so distant, type of person
My soul lifted, so gifted, I know that’s certain
This show scripted, so twisted, and full of burden
The toll’s wicked, really listen then you’ll observe it
Luckily, I changed so abundantly
Strange how suddenly
Exchanged all my pain then away went the custody
Made me a man when I needed it most
Don’t mean to boast, but I’m close, to achieving my hopes

(Verse)
I was tryna get back to my ways
I have been stuck in a place
It's tough when my brain's in the shade
Was living in the dark of the day
My heart's in a phase, it does, then erases
It doesn't replace, no it couldn't and it wouldn't
That pain that I've felt, yeah that pain that I shouldn't
I'm shook by the kid that I used to be, usually
Learn from my history, attain through the scrutiny
I smile so people be making assumptions
But really, you look at these hands and I'm bluffing
Cause something just wasn't, the right way to function
My past shit had cut in, degree to the dozen
Conflicted inside, a slit in my pride
Searched in mind for a place to confide
Wits at an end
Made peace with my demons to where it is seeming like they are my friends
That's crazy events
Even when the boy's feeling lazy I swear that my pen is on ten
I make no amends
Only time that I be saying amen's when I pray for my sins
Cause nobody's perfect, I know that you've heard it
But truly I'm not and I know that that's certain
Before we close curtains, I'm searching and working
On me and myself and that mission is urgent
I'm splurging on me
I spent so much time giving love that reversed makes me nervous it seems
That's sad shit, isn't it? Type of conditioning?
Made me who I am with no chance of a difference
Mental was locked but I never felt safe
I'm doing everything that I can to say
That I'm happy with me and I love who I be
Want the people I meet to reflect what they see
Yeah, but I guess I am just damaged
Way past needing a bandage
Been bruised, taken advantage
Whole lotta baggage, it's hard to manage
I have been stranded, its kinda tragic
Heaviest heart but I'm still making classics
Quick with the wit so I flip like gymnastics
Never forget who's that kid with the passion
I feel like a dragon
I know it, whole lotta pain don't show it
More proud of myself than any other moment
I swear, y'all squares do not compare
That quote "fire shit" you share is not even a flare