[Intro]
No one who's listened to this song lived
You think you know me

[Chorus: Sℒen]
This isn’t what I had in mind for me
At night I lay alone, restless, I can't sleep
The weight of the world feel it crushing my chest
The relief when the blade hits the skin on my wrist
Feel so fucking worthless, my head's a mess
So I’ll take all these pills to relieve all my stress
And I know I'll never amount to anything
These drugs got me feeling like I'm fucking king

[Verse 1: Sℒen]
I've been waiting for the day to wipe the smile off your face
You think you finna silence me, all your efforts gone to waste
You really thought that you could cloud my mind with doubt
And pull the wool over my eyes
Just know I wrote the book of manipulation
Bitch, I've always seen through your lies
This ignorance pumps hatred through my veins
Don't test me
I'll paint the walls with your blood, splatter your brains
With this ignorance, it brings me peace upon all the pain
It's the only thing that makes sense
In this world that drives me insane
I don’t rock with these hoes, coke clogging their nose
Rob the world with my bitch, she feeds me drugs ’til I'm cold
Cold enough to take a life, invade your body, steal your soul
Lick the blood off my knife and disappear into the night

[Verse 2: ghostofblu]
Haven’t you learnt yet? I haven't learnt shit
Still living my life piss fucking ignorant
I don't give a fuck about a thing still
Didn't really ever give a fuck anyway
I’m still tryna find a path through this life
Taking it day by day, switching my lane
Swerving in and out of traffic
Death in the whip, so romantic
Scorpion sting if I let it
Meet my demise, won't regret it
Death on impact, brain like broken syntax
Body in a bin bag, never get the kid back
[Verse 3: Deviant]
Привет
I don't even need to sleep
I'ma take a fucking pill for peace
I don't even really need to breathe
Why the fuck can't anybody see?
I need space, get the fuck out my face
You're just a waste of energy
Lately, I been plagued and I chase the remedy
Damaging my sanity so I can face the clarity
My brains splattered, face us battered
I been tryna break the chains got my veins in tatters
I've been dying for a good night's sleep
But they always seem to invade my dreams
These faceless figures they've been stalking me
So they can devour my inner peace
So they can devour my inner peace
So they can devour my inner peace

[Chorus: Sℒen]
This isn't what I had in mind for me
At night I lay alone, restless, I can't sleep
The weight of the world feel it crushing my chest
The relief when the blade hits the skin on my wrist
Feel so fucking worthless, my head's a mess
So I'll take all these pills to relieve all my stress
And I know I'll never amount to anything
These drugs got me feeling like I'm fucking king
[Outro]
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