[Intro: The Stupendium]
At the edge of understanding, the border of the known
The breaking point of reason, where logic is dethroned
Where sense is defenseless and festers on the bone
One writer fights a cycle, trying to write a way back home
In Night Springs
Tonight’s episode: "The Ribbon"

[Verse 1: The Stupendium]
We open, our protagonist, brash, pragmatic, fantasist
Trapped within a cabin, frantic, grappling with a manuscript
Passionately grasping for a catalyst but the syntax isn’t landing
Grabs the draft out from the carriage and abandons it
Hе doesn’t really know quite what hе’s writing, but he has to
Sits enraptured in the flow of what he’s typing
Cramping wrists, his hands in fits
The hammers slam the characters, they writhe and dance and twist
But never seem to parse more than "surviving"
As the grammar shifts
A bulb, it flickers for a moment, darkness falls for just a second
But it lingers, forms unspoken, hark the call, the shadows beckon
Swallowed dawn, still all-consuming, every corner lurking, looming
Hear the ichor hymns so soothing as the screaming silence deafens
Another page, a hurried scrawl, a night replays, a dozen more
Another failed and crumpled ball of "almost, maybe" on the floor
Framed within the maze within the print
His escape from all this hinges on which page becomes the door
[Chorus: Cami-Cat]
Existence is cast in the answers we write
To riddles in chapters that can’t be defined
Pigment of black and the parchment of white
The figments they track through the dark to the light
The hammers and keys and the patterns they weave
The fragments of me that they trap in between
We all have to write on the pages we’re given
But you can’t live life on both sides of the ribbon
Tied to the ribbon

[Post-Chorus: The Stupendium, (Cami-Cat)]
Legacy, it is the dream of any creative to leave their mark
Indelible, on the world around them
(Which side of the ribbon?)
But be careful what marks such an obsession might leave on you

[Verse 2: The Stupendium]
Another chapter opens, but our hero isn’t sure
If the pattern is unbroken, has he penned this page before?
Is he writing what he’s lived or now reliving what he’s written?
Every end with failed beginnings, cast adrift within the lore
On a lake that turned to ocean, drowning under weight of legacy
When any sentence could be sentenced as the last they ever see
Our pages pass relentless, count or not, there is no remedy
And so, he sits again, attempts to pen pre-emptive threnody
Amorphous in memoriam, in effigy uncertain
Unsure if all this really is himself, at least, a version?
But these whispers grip the narrative
Treat sense with bleak aversion
Tendrils bend and break immersion
Twisting cursive through recursion
His words branch out in paths too dark to follow through trees
With pages piled so high, he’s lost the forest for leaves
No saying what’s to believe, it doesn’t want him to leave
And so these pages end up bound to make the story repeat
[Bridge: The Stupendium]
Wake up, day starts as the night falls
See what dark part of your mind calls
You can’t fight what you write and you write what we like
Find the light, you might see how the bright fall
(You'll need the proper tools to get a proper service)
(You won't believe the things that hide)
(Right there beneath the surface)
Hopelessly floating through tomes with no way of knowing
If you are composing or you’re just quoting
The prose you’re sewing
Ergo ergodic, eroding your ego
Going for broke but just broken
(No fixer-upper like the coffee pot a-flowin')
A hero’s journey burdened by the characters deployed
When all your thousand faces are so narratively void
Were the adjectives employed worth the marriage you destroyed?
(You know huntin' is a hobby the whole family can enjoy)

[Pre-Chorus: Cami-Cat]
Deep in the dark and winding eaves of your mind
Read from a saga, blind but reaching in kind
Leads down a path where leaves and secrets entwine
Even apart, two heroes, one storyline
Small town - And I know the narrative conventions
Establishing shots in the dark
A plot with an arc beyond all comprehension
I’ll be the first person to admit the present is tense and
Not sure if I’ll get these words to fit the presence descending
I hear it calling my name, I feel me falling away
Chasing these pages but questioning my agency
Tasked with a story to break
I hear it calling my name, I feel me falling away
Am I a character? Actor? A passenger?
Cast from the shores of a lake?
[Chorus: Cami-Cat]
Existence is cast in the answers we write
To riddles in chapters that can’t be defined
Pigment of black and the parchment of white
The figments they track through the dark to the light
The hammers and keys and the patterns they weave
The fragments of me that they trap in between
We all have to write on the pages we’re given
But you can’t live life on both sides of the ribbon
Tied to the ribbon

[Post-Chorus: The Stupendium, (Cami-Cat)]
Creativity, it is the impetus of any artist
To pour themselves into their work
(Which side of the ribbon?)
But pour too much
And you might not like what you find at the bottom of the bottle

[Verse 3: The Stupendium]
Our hero, once again attempts to find the words he lacks
And peers between the lines to see the lines observing back
A scratch all too familiar and, oh! The surface cracks
What’s the matter, Alan? We can’t both be worthless hacks
Now, I know what you’re thinking
"This is crazy! Oh, he can’t exist!"
You could have made a killing
Just embraced a little masochist
‘Stead you’re dried up
Trying to earn a living from a manuscript
But have you tried for just one second
Living as the man you script?
I’m the parts you were ashamed of, I’m the parts you tried to fight
I’m the parts you told yourself didn’t keep you awake at night
I’m the part of you that’s better, you just can’t concede I’m right
So, you poured me into pages, then I guess I’m just your type
You meld work with your self-worth
But tell me, what does that sell for?
And was the journey through Hell worth
How short you fell on the bell curve?
Then one day they’ll forget you, ooh!
But I’ve stories to tell first
‘Cause I’m that face that you gave them to be you
And baby, I’m well versed
What am I when you’re already a shadow of yourself?
Tell me who would look at this
And then take that down off the shelf?
You had it, buddy! All of it!
The fame, the glam, the wealth
But what’s it worth if you won’t play the hand the round has dealt?
"Nightmares don’t use logic" Yeah, we know that you can read
Sat there hoping for the credits
But it’s me who’s supposed to lead
All that hokum in your head
But where’s the quote to make you see?
That perhaps you're antithetical to the poetry of me!

[Chorus: Cami-Cat]
Existence is cast in the answers we write
To riddles in chapters that can’t be defined
Pigment of black and the parchment of white
The figments they track through the dark to the light
The hammers and keys and the patterns they weave
The fragments of me that they trap in between
We all have to write on the pages we’re given
But you can’t live life on both sides of the ribbon
Tied to the ribbon, the ribbon, the ribbon, the ribbon
Which side of the ribbon, the ribbon, the ribbon, the ribbon?

[Outro: The Stupendium]
Another chapter ended, but not an arc adjourned
A narrative repeating for a plot he can’t discern
He’s writing a Departure, but he’s still yet to learn
That every line he starts must always end at the Return

[Spoken]
And there you have it
A vicious cycle scored by the hammer of keys
And the ring of the typewriter
A writer cursed to relive his own words
Trapped in a world of his own making
A novel concept
Everyone likes to get lost in a good book
But be careful what you read
In Night Springs