[Intro]

Life of the party, diamonds on retarded
All a n***a want is just his diamonds on exotic
(gibberish)

[Verse 1]

Yea, I swear to god man
I been going through it fuckin' all, went off the deep end
I'm so sick and tired of fighting with my demons
Went from QUICKFIRE to this, can't believe it, ya ya
Take it to a place I never thought I'd wanna go
I'ma tell you 'bout my life but you gon' have to read the code
Yea despite on how you see me, I go through shit on the low
Lost my granny since that day I know I haven't been the same, oh
Know a couple times I said I'd put one through my brain, oh
You don't understand; sometimes I wanna end the pain, oh
They ask me why I talk like that, I keep this shit inside me
It builds up to the point on where I wanna catch a body
And if I say I freestyled this I know they say I'm lying
It gets a whole lot darker, I'ma tell you through my hobby
Used to be life of the party
All a n***a wanted was his diamonds on retarded
All a n***a wanted was his diamonds on retarded
All a n***a wanted was a white bitch with a body
I'ma bring it back lil n***a, won't you come and watch me
EE-AH-EE, EE-AH-EE
[Bridge]

Life of the party, diamonds on retarded
All a n***a want is just his diamonds on exotic
(gibberish)

[Verse 2]

Bitch you couldn't wait
I was gonna pull up to yo state in a Wraith
You went and broke my heart, I wanna spit up in yo face
You the least of my problems now but I can't see yo face, oh these n***as can't relate
To a real heartbreak
Fuckin' on these bitches tryna numb out all the pain
I don't wanna talk about that no more
And I can't believe that girly, she was such a hoe
And I really miss my granny, that's my angel baby
Thinkin' 'bout Salice, them pills took you baby
Just to speak yo name, that shit took me a lot
Now a n***a locked in, I don't date no thot
Yea I been through a whole lot, n***a I almost got shot
I remember all them days I had my hand up in the pot, the stove was hot
And I remember when I almost overdosed, the room got hot
And I was in and out of life my n***a, yea I seen the light my n***a
And I remember nights up in the bathroom with the 'doley n***a
Put it to my temple, almost pulled that trigger
Thinkin' bout my pop, that shit hit way different
I miss you a lot, yea, I miss you a lot yea
I said I miss you a lot yea
(gibberish)
[Outro]

Give a fuck about opp, yeah
I'm on a whole different time in the top, yea
Oh, oh, oh, oh