13 in foster care I was doing [?]
Little bitch, clingy like hell to my
Besties, acting all grown and sexy
I was wrong for that, waste some money
On pills, my mother couldn't even pay off
The phone bills, 14 hit like a brick
Ended up living at the motel 6
16, I was feeling real mean, I should've
Stayed home and helped mama clean
But I was being a fiend, so [?] with
The rich girls, thinking I could make
It in the rich world

Late nights, [?] on everything, met my
Idols recorded a double thing [?] now its the only
Thing I find time to do, 18 I'm free to
Just do me, but imma bust [?] down in
[?] went from a gram of weed to oz
Doing this shit can get so lonely
19 when I dropped big juicy, travelled
Around and let the whole world use me
The night before I bounce back up, looking
Back now it makes me crack up, three years later
With bubble and fuck, [?] with all my heart
I dont wanna [?] up but I gotta say see ya!
And its all for Ayesha