[Verse 1: Young Vicious]
I drink more liquor, to fuck me up quicker
Morning, noon, and night
Despite everything that I see in sight
You crossed my mind today, I don’t know why
Instead of feeling rage, heartache, or hate
I’m a fatherless son that survived
Never came to realize
But now I know you’re missin' out
Hate that you’re gone, it’s time to move on
I’m just a nobody, shoutin' into the wind
It’s time to start again
Feelin' bitter
My dad didn’t raise no quitter
Gaspin' for air, wish I didn’t fuckin' care
Could not sleep, my thoughts were too deep
My mind had gone for a stroll
In a broken home fallin' down a fuckin' rabbit hole
Never had a choice to make
That breaks more than your own heart
Mistakes that left your family torn apart
Only fight for what I love
I’m judged by the man up above
[Hook: The Jokerr]
No, God, listen to me
Please don’t wear me down
Anymore, I don’t know what I got now
I’m staring at the mirror, and I don’t know where to go
I’m worried that I just might die if you wear me down
Anymore, I don’t know what I got now
I’m staring at the mirror, and it feels like I lost my soul
[Verse 2: Young Vicious]
Bloody knuckles, I chuck
Make my lyrics so damn infectious
Gotta perfect this like COVID-19 in between
[Bridge: Young Vicious]
I’m so emotional
Tears like an ocean flow
Got so much in common with these liars
And these fiends
Gettin' higher for my suppliers
And I’m tired
Pretend that I’m not that guy
That’s the reason why I drink alone