[Intro]
(Drum Dummie)
Yeah, ayy-yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh-ooh, ooh
Yeah
[Chorus]
I've been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started making money everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fuckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck did I know that I'd be smilin' but I'm steady fightin' pain (Fighting pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (Through the rain)
Them n***as clipped my brother, I swear my feelings changed (Feelings changed)
Yeah, ever since June, I feel my soul, my life ain't been the same (No, no)
[Verse 1]
My mind in the dark and my body full of scars (Full of scars)
Whilst everybody was doubtin' me, you would think I was gon' make it far
You knew this wasn't easy, boy, you know I had it hard
Found myself in a dark place, even though I ain't good, I tell 'em "I'm straight"
Moment of silence when I speak (When I speak, yeah)
I voiced my pain from the streets (Fuck it)
Bad ass lil' boy, I'm just a child from the streets (I'm from the streets)
I never went home so then the block raised me (Raised me)
I open my third eye (Third eye)
And on my mind is murda (Murda)
And you still don't get it
I was born in this shit, I ain't have time to pick and choose
I had to rob me some n***as, I tied up man, beat up shoes
I was in the trap, y'all was in school, wait
I miss the time when we was all in (All in)
They all went left, I started ballin' (Ballin')
Locked in that cell, I was callin' (Callin')
Ain't pick me up when I was fallin'
And everybody turned against me
[Chorus]
I've been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started making money everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fuckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck did I know that I'd be smilin' but I'm steady fightin' pain (Fighting pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (Through the rain)
Them n***as clipped my brother, I swear my feelings changed (Feelings changed)
Yeah, ever since June, I feel my soul, my life ain't been the same (No, no)
[Verse 2]
I'm steady reminiscing 'bout it all ('Bout it all)
For every rat in the world I'm screaming, "Fuck all of y'all" (Fuck all y'all)
You tellin' on your day ones, I can't respect it (Can't respect it)
What type of n***a would I be if I ain't check it? (I gotta check it)
But fuck it, I got so much shit up on my plate
I was down fucked so many n***as who ain't even see if I was straight
I supplied everything at the table, y'all ain't make sure that I ate
My love turnin' into hate
My grass still full of snakes
Nobody real, I'm tired of fake love
[?], you know I miss you, my n***a (I miss you, my n***a)
Even though He called you home, I'm still with you, my n***a (I'm still with you, my n***a)
I think about you all day, I'm sheddin' tears for you brother
Don't let nobody disrespect, I'll still kill for you brother
[Chorus]
I've been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started making money everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fuckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck did I know that I'd be smilin' but I'm steady fightin' pain (Fighting pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (Through the rain)
Them n***as clipped my brother, I swear my feelings changed (Feelings changed)
Yeah, ever since June, I feel my soul, my life ain't been the same (No, no)
[Outro]
My mind in the dark and my body full of scars (Full of scars)
Whilst everybody was doubtin' me, you would think I was gon' make it far
Your knew this wasn't easy but you know I had to be hard
Found myself in a dark place, even though I ain't good, I tell 'em "I'm straight"