[Chorus]
There’s so much pain
For me to feel
Closed all the gates
No way to heal
I’ve got no way
To understand what’s real
I only feel one thing
And there’s so much hatred
In my head
I-I just motherfuckin' hate this
Make me dead
[Verse 1]
And there's so much hatred
In my head
I just motherfuckin' hate this
Make me dead
Make me dead
And there's so much hatred
In my head
I just motherfuckin' hate this
Make me dead
Make me dead
Make me dead
[Breakdown]
I don’t know why I feel so shit
You broke my being, now I’m left in bits
All your friends, they like to take the piss
[Verse 2]
Now I’m left with hatred
In my soul
I just motherfuckin' hate this
Covered in holes
I got so much fuckin' hatred
I’ve lost control
I just motherfuckin' hate this
Pierce my skull
[Chorus]
There’s so much pain
For me to feel
Closed all the gates
No way to heal
I’ve got no way
To understand what’s real
I only feel one thing
[Verse 3]
I've been searching for my purpose
Been snaked so many times
Nothing hurts worse
Imma gonna catch my dreams or am I gonna fall first?
Imma gonna find a state of mine that don’t involve hurt?
All this hatred in my veins I’m gonna
Cut it out without a doubt
And watch it fall out of my mouth
And out my mind just get it out
I’ll be alright just speak it out
There’s several ways to see it out
Just see it out
Just see it out
Please try and fucking see it out
Ay, fuck living with hatred!
I don’t give a fuck if some pussies tryna say shit
Just lemme live my life
I'm tryna make hits
I know I’m gonna make it
Depression is a demon
Try and face it
Step my step, take it slow, you ain’t faking
You're my friend and I know you’re gonna make it
You're my friend and I know you’re gonna make it