It's been countless times that I've told myself I didn't feel a thing for you
When I was sitting all alone in my bed thinking about you
And how you make me feel, in a way I've never felt before
When I was sitting all alone in my bed thinking about you


It's hard to leave my house when memories still follow me
You lied to my face 100 times you lacking honesty
Called me out for fucking up you got lots of hypocrisy
Was gon do it again but i guess that you wasn't stopping me
From overdosing
Smoking potent
Gassed out novacane
Wanted to be yours forever but you left me in the rain
Put a bullet through my brain
Just to show you that i care
And i look towards you but you aren't there
Cause you fucking left
Can't wait to meet my death
I been feeling the worst but i'm wishing you the best
She told me that she loved me and i took it as a threat
Cause the last time that she loved me i was popping percocets
You told me i'm the reason that you're always fucking sad
Well i'm sad because your words are like a knife i'm getting stabbed
I bet all of your friends think that i'm weird because i rap
But they always try to fuck with me when i go get a bag, damn