(Verse 1)
I've been gone before but I've never felt this dead
Scared at what would happen if I took some medicine
I heard pain can kill you if you leave it in your head
But I don't wanna throw away the only things that's left
Crawl inside my shower and just sit there feelin' dread
Evaluate the issues and the voices in my head
Thought that pain was over but the truth was always guessed
Why you gotta hurt me? Why you leaving things unsaid?

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna feel alone but this truth is hard to take, thoughts of bеing on my own
Yeah, I think about the past and the things I won't gеt back
But I'm laying in my bed and I'm feeling all alone

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna feel alone but this truth is hard to take, thoughts of being on my own
Yeah, I think about the past and the things I won't get back
But I'm laying in my bed and I'm feeling all alone

(Verse 2)
Sittin all alone while I think about what's next
I'm not gonna find it if I'm waiting for the best
Tell me what it's like knowing somethings for the best
Tell how it's like being something for the best
I've been gone before but I've never felt this dead
Scared at what would happen if I took some medicine
I heard pain can kill you if you leave it in your head
But I don't wanna throw away the only things that's left
Crawl inside my shower and just sit there feelin' dread
Evaluate the issues and the voices in my head
Thought that pain was over but the truth was always guessed
Why you gotta hurt me? Why you leaving things unsaid?