[Verse 1]
Estella, Estella, I'm comin' to life
Meltin' in my heart, gettin' high off your own supply
I understand, we are only friends
But your eyes keep tellin' me to take you in
Oh, when you call, I get the faith
Oh, in your room
Why don't we take a chance?
Saw on your lips, then we come alive
I'm knockin' on every piece of wood

[Chorus]
I don't wanna fake it 'til I make it
I don't need to see it to believe it
I don't need to touch it, I can taste it
All the shame feels the same when the pain hits

[Post-Chorus]
I just die, at the thought of being alive
At the same time as you, ooh, ooh

[Verse 2]
Estella, I'm jealous, no indecision
This time, I want it all
I love you too much, I hate myself
Enough, for the both of us
Unstow your arms, this war's a waste
Maybe shoot your arrow this way?
My scars of love, I'll honor great
Some live, some die but we will stay
(I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have
I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have
I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have)
[Chorus]
I don't wanna fake it 'til I make it
I don't need to see it to believe it
I don't need to touch it, I can taste it
All the shame feels the same when the pain hits

[Post-Chorus]
I just die, at the thought of being alive
At the same time as you, ooh, ooh