[Verse 1]
Estella, Estella, a coming to life
Melting in my heart, getting high off your own supply
I understand we are only friends
But your eyes keep telling me to take you in
Oh, in your car, I get the faith
Oh, in your room, why don't we take a chance?
Oh, on your lips, then we come alive
I'm knocking on every piece of wood

[Chorus]
I don't wanna fake it 'til I make it
I don't need to see it to believe it
I don't need to touch it, I can taste it
All the shame feels the same when the pain hits
I just die at the thought of being alive
At the same time as you

[Verse 2]
Estella ('Stella), I'm jealous (Jealous), no indecision ('Decision)
This (This) time, I want it all (This time I want it all)
I love you too much, I hate myself
Enough for the both of us
Unstow your arms, this war's a waste
Maybe shoot your arrow this way?
My scars of love, I'll honor great
Some live, some die, but we will stay
[Bridge]
In the back of my head, in the back of my head
In the back of my head, in the back of, head
Back of my head, in the back of my head
In the back of my head, in the—

[Chorus: KennyHoopla]
(Stay) I don't wanna fake it 'til I make it
I don't need to see it to believe it
I don't need to touch it, I can taste it
All the shame feels the same when the pain hits
(In the back of my head, in the back of my head)
I just die at the thought of being alive
(In the back of my head, in the back of my head)
At the same time as you