Benjamin Francis Leftwich
Numb
[Verse 1]
I numb out all the time, all the time
I get, get scared of the true colors of the past
So I hide and deny how long this has gone on
Putting anything to pieces
Then forgetting about it all
Still numb out all the time, all the time
[Chorus]
You know that I wanna feel the rain when it hits me
Wanna see it with a clearer view
I numb out all the time, all the time
[Verse 2]
I'm sleeping in the day every day again
Too safe in my old ways
Looking for the right time to change
I can start over with so much to show for me
Pulling anyone to pieces
Then singing about it all
Still numb out all the time, all the time
[Chorus]
You know that I wanna feel the rain when it hits me
Wanna see it with a clearer view
I numb out all the time, all the time
You know that I wanna feel the wave when it gets me
Wanna look into the beautiful blue
I numb out all the time, all the time
[Outro]
I'm still standing as the history fades
It shows I've been long before
I'm just looking at the mess that we make, oh