(Chorus)
Why won't you hold me
Cause things don't look so bright
Dont yell console me
Cause i been up all night

I need you to cry for me
Theres not to many that would die for me
I need you to cry for me
Theres not to many that would die for me
Yeah

(Verse 1)
Lately man i really been feeling hella cold and shit
Isolated and alone and shit
Still waiting on a call from you
But shits not a move cause you don't exist
Mom died, I'm feeling old and shit
Its way to fast how i grown and shit
Got me feeling hella down, down
Tryna smoke a lot so i can cope with it
Im 24 ain't got a crib yet
Im 24 i ain't live yet
Im 24 and hella pissed i can't even thank my momma with a big cheque
Theres people living that got less than me
So i just try to think the best in these
Situations that be stressing me
So i don't act out to problems too aggressively
Put people really tryna push me
People really tryna brush me
Out the wrong way
On the wrong days
But i just know they hella pussy
The other night i felt like ending shit
Got me calling up my ex and shit
Got me smoking cigarettes and shit
Alcohol got me confessing shit
Confessing things like
How Im mad afraid
Mad afraid that this will all fail
Telling Pat to get a normal job
Telling Dad that i ain't doing well
Telling Mom that i done met my days
My job got me hella sad and shit
Cause this supposed to be the shit i love
My job supposed to give me happiness
On days i dream about my mom screaming
Laying down tryna fight for life
Tears start run down my face
I sit and struggle tryna hide my eyes
Cause everybody think Im strong
Everybody think Im stainless steel
Everybody think Im made of metal
They don't get Im fuckin' made of real
They don't get i done slaved for real
They don't see i had a major deal
They don't know that i slept on a couch
Tryna plot shit out, so i could make it here
Theres certain things that i want to say
But i don't know how they make you feel
They told me "Russ you were made for this"
So imma work and make a bill
(imma work and imma)
(Chorus)
Why won't you hold me
Cause things don't look so bright
Dont yell console me
Cause i been up all night

I need you to cry for me
Theres not to many that would die for me

(Outro)
I know you been waiting
I know you been patient

Alright check

I been contemplating
On leaving life
But you make me
Want to stay (want to stay)

And as this night goes on
I imagine me holding you close
Cause you're the one i trust the most
Tears fall on my shoulders
Tremble sometimes i get
So forgetful that you're always here
If not physically
Then through me
Rest easy, thank you