Dear music

I’m taking years in the ninth
You’re everything in my life
Always numbed my kind
I loved you in July
Don’t listen to what others say
It’s only gonna hurt your mind
Always numbed my kind
I loved you in July

I always really want it back
Who knew that I could love it so much
Who knew that it be hard to let it go and trust my gut
I always feel like i’m falling
When the truth gets sorta far
I always tried to hide you
Like how you hide all of my scars

Like how you hide the little part
Where i’m crazy and kinda dark
I always tried to warn you
But your making this really hard

I’m taking years in the ninth
You’re everything in my life
Always numbed my kind
I lovеd you in July
Don’t listen to what others say
It’s only gonna hurt your mind
Always numbed my kind
I lovеd you in July