[Verse 1]
Mhm
Never wanna hit you first
Been a week without a word
Yeah, it always turns out messy
Someone gets hurt
Can't tell you how I feel
Yeah I know we had a deal
Not trying to mess it up
But it just feels right

[Pre-Chorus]
Takes me to his house but I can't stay over
Unbuttons my blouse, starts to play "Controlla"
Just wanted a taste, now I can't stay sober
Trying not to feel

[Chorus]
I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me
Don't wanna be with me

[Verse 2]
Yeah we said it from the start
Got no room for broken hearts
You got to keep your feelings on ice, right
My power to the shields
Be careful with your feels
And stay inside the bubble lie
[Pre-Chorus]
Two AM, he's texting me
"Hey, come over"
I've already left and I'm in the Uber
Knowing as my dress coming off my shoulders
It's getting hard to leave

[Chorus]
I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me
Don't wanna be with me
I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me
Don't wanna be with me

[Bridge]
No, it's just not
Like before
Not picking petals anymore, mhm

I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me
Don't wanna be with me
[Chorus]
I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me
Don't wanna be with me

[Outro]
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