I drove up to the city at night
And I found the place where you grew up
And then where you stayed
And we walked around and stayed up late
Under city lights, I spent the night
Next to you in the house where you grew up
Next to you I miraculously woke up
In your parents' house I lied in bed with you

I went back to feel alone there
I went back to wipe it clean
I took the lights and radio towers out of my dreams

And we went all the way up to the small town
Where I'm from, with foggy air and the wind
And the mountain top, and we clung to rocks and we looked off
And you held my hand, you almost got to start feeling me
Finally felt like I was breathing free
And under swaying trees we fell asleep and we had the same dream
The stars were bright, we dream the same every night
On my island home I spent some time with you

I went back to feel alone there
I went back there by myself
I gave up on everything that we'd felt
We found a precious place in the sand
Right in the wind, and we lied under a blanket
And heard the furious sound
The roar of waves, the pounding surf
Two bodies on the earth
It was intense just getting to be there next to you
And you were trying to get me then
And I was happy to let you in

I went back and wished I hadn't
I went back and felt regret
I went to the beach and I just stared west

And every night when the sun went down
In the town where we live, the empty streets were lit
By reflective light from a distant sun
Bouncing off a glowing ball of rock
We just lied on the roof and watched
The moon, the moon, the blue light of the moon
We didn't talk and silently we both felt powerful
And like the moon my chest was full
Because we both knew we're just floating in space
Over molten rock, and we felt safe and discovered that our skin is soft
There's nothing left except certain death
And that was comforting at night out under the moon
I went out last night to forget that
I went out and stared it down
But the moon just stared back at me
And in its light I saw my two feet on the ground