"I had to go into the bathroom, and this was, like, 3:20 in the morning. And um... yeah. So it really hurt. So. But um... I don't mean this is a diabolic way, but it sort of gave me a weird appreciation what it must be like to kill somebody. Because I was just really trying to clean up all the blood in the hallway, in the bathroom, and was just really strange, because just when I thought I had gotten the last little spot, I found some more, and it was really intense."