The loneliest time of the night it is here
And I wait for your scratch on the door
It’s true you are gone you're not coming back
And I cannot accept that no more

I know I am awful I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool

Give me your money your youth and your charms
I'll squander and piss it away
Hand me a gal whose love it is true
I'll abuse her and it will decay

I know I am awful I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool

At last I'm alone I pity myself
Though I am the cause of my pain
Always I try to blame someone else
My presence is a big ugly stain

I know I am awful I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool