I never really thought that you could be the one to change
I can't understand, did I fail or did you?
But if everything they said is true
You're a fraction of a nickel's worth in a golden field

And I don't really mind if you're not my friend
It doesn't make a difference because all I am
A lonely floating weed, is all

So I'll stay with you in my mind
And I won't let myself believe you're mine
Because

I never ever thought that it would get as hard as this
My whole family the side of the antagonist
And all the people I thought I could trust
Have just let me down

So don't waste your life at home
Go and get hurt on your own

I never really thought about my life until I died
I can't understand why my sister didn't even try to understand me
But if everything they said is true
You mean less to me than a tiny grain of salt
And I don't really mind if you're not my blood
It doesn't make a difference, no matter what
A fleeing bird is all I was

So I'll stay with you in my mind
And I won't let myself believe you're mine
Because

I never ever thought that it would get as hard as this
My whole family the side of the antagonist
And all the people I thought I could trust
Have just let me down

So don't waste your life at home
Go and get hurt on your own