[Intro]
Rain's outside, it wants to come in
Kind of lonely in here, sure could use a friend
Or two, but on second thought, go away
Whoever keeps knocking please go away
Nobody's home so please go away
Haven't had the chance to wake up and live my today

[Verse 1]
Here I am stuck in the same pattern since yesterday
And I'll be here for a while if I might estimate
Repetition's my best friend and time is my enemy
Kept me bound and trapped to reality's relativity
An ice statue with cemented legs and the flesh left open
When the blade meets the skin hope the pain will coat it
'cause I checked and left my feelings at the door
No longer can I measure what a heart beat is for
Self destruct mode has triggered the downfall all around me
Seeping over to the lives of the others in my surroundings
Want to stay in the here and now but not so lucky
For my neighbors always knock on the door that hates company
It became a crowd when I saw my own reflection
Felt bombarded and still life is being stolen from my essence
Cut off communication between the outside world and I
Entered inwards to realize I could no longer cry
[Hook]
Held in the same place, preventive I'm
Keeping tomorrow from ever coming and ruining mine
No longer fear, no longer care, no longer want to cry
All I want's away had from life and time
Held in the same place, preventive I'm
Keeping tomorrow from ever coming and ruining mine
No longer fear, no longer care, no longer want to cry
All I want's away had from life and time

[Verse 2]
Swallow gulps off the instinct the way I like to drink
It's the last cough and now I think it's the best of me
Can't seem to make choices, but I'm in a sober state
So I break for it's borderline and slip through the gates
Sacrifice my own freedom for a glass half empty
Measure my bad habits and addicts, of what I have plenty
Just project them onto the oncoming years from here
Will they be greedy with open arms, or bruises or tears
Stop measuring my failures of long term past
Man, I'm what I have become, and all that will not last
Tad and torn edges brushed against my existence
Everyone left their mark on me what is this
Stuck in the same frame, tracks on the same trade
A deer in headlights, but cannot move before pain came
Some say it's selfish living for your own amazement
True, It's slowly and it's painful, but I want it, need it, crave it
And [?] turns the car, see the shavings all around me
And the bloody pool of mood, while my headaches keep pounding
[Hook x2]
Held in the same place, preventive I'm
Keeping tomorrow from ever coming and ruining mine
No longer fear, no longer care, no longer want to cry
All I want's away had from life and time
Held in the same place, preventive I'm
Keeping tomorrow from ever coming and ruining mine
No longer fear, no longer care, no longer want to cry
All I want's away had from life and time