[Verse 1]
It went well but it was not worth the wait
I could not tell 'cause I got there a little bit too late
I could not read your reaction or the room
The last time we were together was on Zoom
It was awk and that was obvious to me
Small talk that we were forcing awkwardly
So I just let it play out and unfold
I'm not sure what you have heard about and don't know what you've been told

[Chorus]
I am up and wide awake
And I'm not here to make the same mistakes
And you can say, say what you will
But I won't live in fear and when you wake up
I'll be herе still

[Verse 2]
Yeah, it went as well as as onе might well expect
With all things being equal some things were left unchecked
And sure it cut me deep down to the bone
Some scores you'll want to keep and some you'll leave alone
There's way more to this than what meets the eye
You don't have to be complacent and you don't have to comply
You don't have to follow suit or fall in line
I'll be your friend no matter what and you'll always be mine
[Chorus]
I am up and wide awake
And I'm not here to make the same mistakes
And you can say, say what you will
But I won't live in fear and when you wake up
I'll be here still

[Bridge]
They say that we won't be going anywhere too soon
So don't make any plans 'til after June
And you can feel free to disagree
That's up to you but as for me

[Chorus]
I am up and wide awake
And I'm not here to make the same mistakes
And you can say, say what you will
But I won't live in fear and when you wake up (I'll be here)
But I won't live in fear and when you wake up (I'll be here)
But I won't live in fear and when you wake up
I'll be here still