[Intro]
*Laughing*
I guess it's that life to live when you're a renegade
[Verse]
Okay, so I'm your enemy?
Yet, against all odds, you acted bittersweet
"Oh, did you wake up and learn that the reality was that she won't ever like you?"
It's just the same routine
Trust me, there's no love lost, you're history
Trust me, those times are gone, don't mention me
After that, it just occurred to me: you ain't the same person
I really ain't important, but if you were in need of help, should I hesitate if it's urgent?
We like oil and water, we don't mix, and that's for certain
I was at a stop sign, but signaled it was a go
Then they told me to watch my speed
"Brandon, just take a knee"
"Brandon, just let it be"
"Brandon, don't be that creep"
"Why don't you apologize, forgiveness can set you free"
You're the salt in water, explains why we're now dry
Supposed to let go, but I think of you most of the time
And an eye for an eye will make us both blind
You got me swinging for the fence, and defensive as you can be, you pray I don't have a presence
I say that ever guess since you came back and you attended
I, vague, lost your attention
Then days became contentious
You're blunt, and I'm relentless
Amongst them, you detected I'm one who's don' offset with you, huh?
You ain't attentive
Not someone I'll connect with
I'm done, I'm gon' repel
Bet someday that'll you'll regret this
Until then, I hope best of your days and those endeavors
Hope maybe you'll remember me
Thanks, goodbye, forever
Part of me is losing control
Part of me wants to explode
Part of me wants to revolt
I released chaos upon 'em, disaster unfolds
Most of y'all haven't been down this road
Most of ya need your colors exposed
Cat got your tongue before the tongue of the toad
In the end, who is the turn coat
Which friend of mine was thinkin' foreclosure
Which one of y'all will try to change over?
'Round me are a billion faces, two-faced and unreal, for real
Pause for a moment, everything is now still
"You've built your reputation up, yet you can't talk to this girl?"
I don't want you for a show, I'm not here for a thrill
What's with rappers and boastin', swearin' you aren't the best
Now I'm not sayin' I am, but I'm why you won't progress
Think you're the one in the million, that's why you're self-obsessed
I'ma keep it one-hundred, you're mumblin', dirt under grass
Explain to me what is "Yee-ah," is that that thing you call "Rap?"
Is it respect that you lack?
Y'all got me misunderstood
Adrenaline's in my blood
I'm taking on all comers, bodyin' rappers, you get the memo?
Not sayin' I'm killin', but those goosebumps down yo back, though
This is only the beginning, I ain't gon' leave you on an end-note
Y'all claim to be rappers? Whatever you say
So, ako mesa sa ulo, walang iba ayo
Not above law enforcement, but this is my court
"You make goals, yet never work towards them"
You want my attention? You gotta reach for it
"Why can't you act normal, why you always forcin'?"
I take all that advice and absorb it
People gassed up, but when it's time to act then they hesitate
Broken shell of a man is what they tend to be
What you should do is talk less 'cause you have walked your talk stiff
Certain you aim for a future, I'm certain that yo shot's missed
Okay, so I'm y'all's nemesis
Please back up off me, you ain't seen this side of recklessness
Please proceed with caution, get your presence off the premises
Outside's just a cover up, not fooled by your pestilence
Sorry to tell y'all that most you rappers ain't relevant
I'm sorry you left for this, but you never had benefit
Quick to get in the game, but weren't runnin' it
When I was on call, you put me on stand-by
You said you never had the time, now you're begging for mine
Oh yeah, I never come through, but you never came by
You didn't open up to those who care about your well bein'
And if there's ever a time we see each other again, and you're alone by yourself, it's 'cause you get what you get
Now I've been there for you then, but you ain't here for me yet
You call yourself an artist? I feel like that was made up
'Cause let's talk 'bout who started this then quit for makeup
Speak on the girl that I can't get, but be forgotten
But y'all are still in muddy water, so why exactly are you talkin'?
So many exes, bet you can't pin-point one
Never target a rogue-runner 'cause you'll bite his dust
Okay, so I'm a rebel
Take the stairs, get on my level
Conscience trembled along the path to my mind, I'm almost mental
I left y'all to better myself and get out of trouble
If you really want me, come and get me
I spit on your names and kick dirt to you scum
I didn't write this for fun, this didn't slip off my tongue
I really mean every word, and what is done it is done
Trusted no one, that's why this plot transcends
Mark these words, I'm an insurgent
I'm the wrong person you want to underestimate
I'll do anything for peace of mind just to get away
Which one of y'all want back the introvert?
Picked a bone with an alpha, you 'bout to watch and learn
Either earn my respect or you can leave on bad terms
Does not affect me 'cause I'm not beggin' for yours
I'm now outgoin', I'm goin' out of my way
Dethronin' any person who wants to hog the estate
Clog up the face of the earth with your anonymous ways
Life is solitary confinement
Time runs out each second you close your eyelids
I gotta do what I gotta do, that's why I'm on an escapade
This is that life you live when you're a renegade