Man, I got so much on my mind
And if I don't let it out, I'ma explode
Straight up

I'm sitting here, looking at all the people around me
Thinking if I weren't the R, tell me where would they be, hmm?
Most of them don't even care about Robert Kelly, no

They only care about what I can do for them
Some of em hang around me cause I got money!

Tell me what happened to my whole family, hmm?
Can't they see what I'm going through?
Little brother really needs them
I was there for them when they needed me, yeah

Soon as the drama comes, y'all asses quick to run
What type of shit is that?
How could y'all turn y'all backs?

People they smile right in your face
Then go and talk behind your back
When they don't even know the facts
And some of ya'll church forks point the finger at me, yeah

You should be loving on me
Or you should be praying for me
You'll never get it right
Is that the christian life?!
Sometimes I like to party, drink, have sex and smoke weed
But just because I love them things, it doesn't mean I'm going crazy
God, I wish I knew why people wanna hate me

When all I do is help em
Try my best to love em
Try to lift em up but they don't appreciate
So fuck em