[Chorus]
My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless

[Verse: BY ???]
Okay my life's a fucking mess
Don't want sex just give me head
I'll be famous when I'm dead
My lungs on coke and cigarettes
She thinks I'ma turn up dead
So she's calling all my friends
She gon leave me in the end
Run me over with my Benz
Yeah, my life a fuckin mess
Fuck a bitch then fuck hеr friends
Different citiеs blacked out in the van
Taking Xanax with the molly for the stress
She like when you slowing down? (bitch never)

[Chorus]
My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless

[New beat+ Verse ]

And, im not wise, i've never been
I keep falling down, struggling to breathe
Is this who i'm supposed to be?
I guess you love the way i look
When i'm dyin' inside
Nothing left to lose
Save me, im falling
(I am falling again...)
I bet you hate the way i smile
No one to dial, hidin' behind the truth
Rip me apart
Grinding my fucking heart off
Learning how to write songs
Are about to pay off
They Can't tell me to stop
I'll stop making songs when I drop dead
And I'm tryna take time with this
Life is just like it is
Pushing I you down this shit
Does that mean that I'm forced to live
And exist in a world where it is common
For kids to slit a wrist if depression hits?
Yeah the pressure is
On our shoulders but as we get older
I hope that the pressure lifts
And we can exist
In this fucked up world and live
Take a pen and write down my story
So you don't forget me (Don't forget me)

[Beat Cuts Off + Chorus]
My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless