[Verse]
Loving life
Happiness in sight
But still something ain't feeling right
Trying to make it in this world
But this world ain’t built for my kind
Struggling, the consequence
When you try to be different
I don't want a 9 to 5
I use my skills to pay my rent
But sometimes it's too hard for a player so I shed a tear
Sleepless nights
Ain’t eating right
Wondering how to pay my bills
My eyes carry bags and-
My shoulders hold the weight of stress
Is life really one big test or is there something more to this?
Money doesn't bring joy
Drugs cannot hide how I feel
Material can't fill the void
In my chest this pain I feel
Wanting to do right-
For my family but I still fail
Never will regret my past
But now my past is what brings me hell