The cutting into me, the doubting painful knife
With deepening the rift, finally hit just right
Couldn't take the love I had so weak and burning low
But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know

Is nonfiction

So good with numbers, science, math I like
But I'm terrible with people so I dispise
This part of me that wants a simple right or wrong
And I feel that everything I choose will always be false
And today
These blueprints
About me
A blank sheet
Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now live
'Till I think
"What are we?"
Just sometimes
No, always
Sing how we're sad and
Sing how we're lonely
Can you even read the signs put up as clear as can be?
Can you even read their mind, see that kid's lost fantasy?
Can you even find the one who dyed their red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!
Can you even save the timeline with your resetting yet?
Can you even stop the rope from hanging them by their neck?
Did we really choose it right, saying we're okay this way?
Hey, just tell me how,
It's not like I care now!
In days like numbers, they all pass their prime
And again, hypnotically swimming through time
Behind the puzzles, and guards I put up
I hide..
Knowing he had long died!
From problems
My resolve
Just can't solve those blueprints
Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now live
'Till I think
And they speak
That demon behind us
Sing let me just sleep
Sing someone kill me!

Can you even read the signs put up as clear as can be?
Can you even read their mind, see that kid's lost fantasy?
Can you even find the one who dyed their red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!
Can you even save the timeline with your resetting yet?
Can you even stop the rope from hanging me by my neck?
Did we really choose it right, saying we're okay this way?
Hey, just tell me how,
Hey, just tell me how!
Can you even say the formula of area now?
Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?
Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up and die..?
Hey, who could it be..
No, it's gotta be!
Just open up your eyes why don't you grow up and see?-
But what the hell is growing up and tell me when will I be!?
Can a single monster out there please explain it to me..
Hey, just tell me how,
It's not like I care now!