[Intro]
Take me to the rooftop I wanna see the world when I stop breathing just kill me as I turn blue, just know that I will always love you
Yeah ayy

[Chorus]
My eyes are closed I don't wanna sleep
My mind is gone I can't even think
I don't got no appetite I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
My eyes are closed I don't wanna sleep
My mind is gone I can't even think
I don't got no appetite I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me

[Verse 1]
They gonna hate me till I die I've gotta live with that, I gave that hoe my fucking heart, I want my feelings back
She broke my heart I nearly went in cardiac
But fuck that bitch I don't even really want her back
But she lied to me she said she would always have my back
I now suffer from depression and I really can't take it
Can someone please end it
Can someone kill me cuz I don't kill myself
Got suicidal thoughts cuz I'm haunted
Got homicidal thoughts cuz I'm vengeful
Ayy ayy
I gave her all my love but she ain't want me back
I gave her all my trust she stabbed me in the back
I tried to forgive what she did but she did it again and again and now-
[Chorus]
My eyes are closed I don't wanna sleep
My mind is gone I can't even think
I don't got no appetite I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
My eyes are closed I don't wanna sleep
My mind is gone I can't even think
I don't got no appetite I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me

[Verse 2]
I just wanted time with her alone
But girl your friends ain't really want me 'round
I just wanna be alone safe and sound
You keep on askin what brings me down
I wanna say it's you but it's my head I need a shield like a crown

And I've been just thinking, about the best times of my life, thinking bout the best times of my life
Thinking bout, think about it
The best times of my life
The best times of my life
I just wanna go and see the light
I could just look inside her eyes
And tell that she tryna kill my vibe
I don't fuck with her, she a lie
I knew it was a hit and deny
All my hittas shooting at the sky
We be aimin at you we don't cry
We ain't stoppin violence till she die
Lord knows, on Jesus Christ
[Chorus]
My eyes are closed I don't wanna sleep
My mind is gone I can't even think
I don't got no appetite I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
My eyes are closed I don't wanna sleep
My mind is gone I can't even think
I don't got no appetite I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me

[Outro]
Ayy Yeah to the rooftop, da da da da, let's die on the rooftop