I can't help it
It’s you that I think I hear in the quiet light
Am I crazy?
You're nowhere near me, guess I don't know what I’m saying
Just call me, I'll come to where you are alone in the quiet light
I'm always thinking you're behind me
And I turn around and you're always there
All I need is a time and a place to be
And I will meet you in silence alone right away
What you think I am, it isn't me
You're everything I need right away
Learning how not to die inside a little every time
I think about you and wonder if you are awake
And I'm learning to live without the heartache it gives me
Nothing I wouldn’t do for another few minutes
Learning how not to cry
Every time there’s another sad unbearable morning
But sometimes there's nothing I can do
I can’t help it
Sometimes I don't think I'm really around here half the time
Sometimes I don't think I’m really around here at all
Sometimes I don't think I'm really around here half the time
Sometimes I don't think I'm really around here at all
Something's leaving me behind
It's just a feeling in my mind
It's still always you every morning I think of no matter what
How I want you here
You don't know what it's like to be around you
I still got my fear
It's the way you say yes when I ask you to marry me
You don't know what you are doing
Do you think you can carry me over this threshold
Over and over again until oblivion?
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
It's like a tide in the city lifts me and carries me around
And oh my mind is made up out of nothing, now
You won't walk away, won't you?
You don't walk away, don't you?
You won't walk away, won't you?
You don't walk away, don't you?
Rylan, you should try to get some sun
You remind me of everyone
Rylan, did you break your mother's heart?
Every time you tried to play your part
Is it easy to keep so quiet?
Everybody loves a quiet child
Underwater you're almost free
If you wanna be alone come with me
Rylan, we can take the quick way out
We can turn blank white in a blank white house
Say that you're a pervert, you're a vulture
Don't you wanna be popular culture?
Everybody's got nowhere to go
Everybody wants to be amazing
Rylan, California's rotten
Dress light-blue to be forgotten
Eat your pearls on Sunday morning
Keep your conversations boring
Stay with me among the strangers
Change your mind and nothing changes
Don't let show any emotion
When you climb into the ocean
Rylan you should try to get some sun
There's a little bit of hell in everyone
What you think I am, it isn't me
You're everything I need right away
But I'm learning to lie here in the quiet light
While I watch the sky go from black to grey
Learning how not to die, inside a little every time
I think about you and wonder if you are awake
Just call me, I'll come to where you are alone in the quiet light
I'm always thinking you're behind me
And I turn around and you're always there
All I need is a time and a place to be
And I will meet you in silence alone right away
You're everything I need right away
You won't walk away, won't you?
You're everything I need right away
You don't walk away, don't you?
You're everything I need right away
You don't walk away, don't you?
I get so far, so fast
I get so far, so fast
Don't you know someday somebody will come and find you?
If you don't know who you are anymore, they will remind you
There are so many things that drive me crazy
What you think I am, it's never been me
I get so far, so fast
I get so far, so fast
Rylan, California's rotten
Dress light-blue to be forgotten
Eat your pearls on Sunday morning
Keep your conversations boring
Stay with me among the strangers
Change your mind and nothing changes
Don't let show any emotion
When you climb into the ocean
How long have we been here?
Am I ever coming down?
I need to find some lower thinking, if I'm going to stick around
I'm not going anywhere
Who do I think I'm kidding?
I'm still standing in the same place where you left me standing
I am easy to find
I am easy to find
I am easy to find
If you ever come around this way again
You'll see me standing in the sunlight
In the middle of the street
I am easy to find
I am easy to find
There's a million little battles that I'm never gonna win anyway
I'm still waiting for you every night with ticker tape, ticker tape
There's a million little battles that I'm never gonna win anyway
I'm still waiting for you every night with ticker tape, ticker tape
There's a million little battles that I'm never gonna win anyway
I'm still waiting for you every night with ticker tape, ticker tape
It's like a tide in the city lifts me and carries me around
And oh my mind is made up out of nothing, now
If nothing scares you about me and you, never put me down
Oh my mind is made up out of nothing, now
It's the way you say yes when I ask you to marry me
You don't know what you are doing
Do you think you can carry me over this threshold
Over and over again until oblivion?
It's the way that you're gonna stop needing to tell me
You want me as much as I want you to tell me I'm over the threshold
Everything is gonna be totally okay until oblivion
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
I still got my fear
You were waiting outside for me in the sun
Laying down to soak it all in before we had to run
I was always ten feet behind you from the start
Didn't know you were gone 'til we were in the car
Oh, the glory of it all was lost on me
'Til I saw how hard it'd be to reach you
And I would always be light years, light years away from you
Light years, light years away from you
I thought I saw your mother last weekend in the park
It could've been anybody, it was after dark
Everyone was lighting up in the shadows alone
You could've been right there next to me, and I'd have never known
Oh, the glory of it all was lost on me
'Til I saw how hard it'd be to reach you
And I would always be light years, light years away from you
Light years, light years away from you
Light years, light years away from you
Light years, light years away from you